im art constipated. i cant fucking do anything today

i just feel so fucking shitty and i know i have to go out and find a job but im so fucking tired all the time its a fucking struggle to even get on tumblr

i just want to turn my brain off and draw but my brain is not turning off and everything im drawing looks like trashhhhhhhhhhh

if i could start taking commissions i could probably get out of having to find a job in like fucking retail or something but how am i supposed to take commissions if my fucking brain is constipated

everything is terrible and i feel awful