im so frustrated i want to cry.

my mom just came in and told me she’s going to start turning off the internet at 10 instead of 11.

this stresses me out so much i feel SICK. i fucking HATE being controlled for no reason and we’re just being arbitrarily punished for no reason. why would you just take away an hour randomly if we’re not being punished?????

I just fucking hate this so much being able to talk to my friends online or distract myself with pretty dragons is one of the few things that keeps me sane and makes me happy these days. otherwise i feel miserable.

and then they just come in and decide that they’re going to fuck me over for no reason? i didnt even do anything wrong!

they pull this shit ALL the time and it just makes me feeel so so horrible because no matter what i say they never LISTEN and its like fighting with a wall. a wall that slowly takes away everything you love and treats you like a fUCKING CHILD. 

i am literally crying right now and i know it sounds so silly and if they saw me like this now it would just be “proof” that im “obsessed” with the internet but the thought of the internet turning off at 10 because my parents RANDOMLY decided they felt like it makes me physically ill