ugh writing is hard. i feel like this intro sounds so forced 
maybe i can just read more porn and try to justify it as “”“research”“”
Tag: the life and times
When you have a really fucked up sleeping schedule so you get thoughts that you want to talk to your friends about at 3am but they are all offline :,)
one thing that i’ve learned about dealing with trauma and shitty things happening in your life as that you have to be able to ADMIT that things are not as they should be. it seems like such a simple thing but for the longest time i didn’t want to admit that i was depressed or my parents had been emotionally abusive at times or that i was not happy or confident or comfortable with my body. part of this was because i didn’t want to look like another white* girl on the internet looking for attention. but talking about your issues, even its just ranting at the void of the internet, can be really helpful at times! and you cant be afraid of doing that if that is what is going to help!
(* i have very very white skin but i am Hispanic and i have always identified first and foremost as Hispanic which makes this even more frustrating.)
I just woke up from a dream about blogging
I’m even on tumblr in my dreams…
I know that komaeda is a dangan ropes but I haven’t watched it yet and I speak Spanish so I end up reading his name as “food” and it makes it sound like everyone is just really hungry
SKYPE DELETED ALL OF MY FUCKING CONTACTS BECAUSE ITS A FUCKING PIECE OF GARBAGE
ANGER.
FRUSTRATION.
IF YOU ARENT IN MY CONTACTS ANYMORE AND I HAVEN’T SENT YOU A NEW FRIEND REQUEST THEN MY ACCOUNT IS RAINBOW_PUI
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I like smoothies because i can trick myself into eating like 2 bananas and a mango in like 5 minutes
wip under cut
ugh im almost done with this but this thing has been giving me SO MUCH TROUBLE for some reason????
lining it was super simple and fun but as soon as i started coloring it all went to hell bluh bluh bluh
anybody who says doing art isnt “real work” because its “fun”
clearly doesnt realize how exhausting working on art can be
w o w
i just feel really tired and shitty and my friends make it worse…..
ugh 