Tag: the life and times

a lot of bad shit has happened to me in my life and sometimes its hard to look back into my childhood and teens years and feel anything but grief

but then i remember the people who came into my life when i needed them, the people who loved me and whom i loved in return, the people who gave me a reason to keep living

i will always be eternally grateful to them.

thanks for being then and continuing to be the glittering diamonds in the big pile of shit that was my life ❤

@ackdaniels

@morbidlittlereaper

 @thepioden @saingirl101 @qandais @ahmerst

i think this is the first time ive ever been blocked :0

on the one hand, people are allowed to chose to disengage whenever they want, but on the other hand, i feel like a lot of times it just ends up meaning that people end up stuck in an echo chamber instead of learning and growing from other people’s opinions?

im always willing to have my mind changed but i feel like its so hard to talk to people with different opinions bc they just end up attacking you instead of taking the time to let you finish your thought, and if they don’t agree, then give you a way to see where they’re coming from? 

bleh. thats the problem with online interactions i guess, its so easy to be misrepresented 

god I missed my cat so much????

I just…I didn’t realize how much it was affecting me, being away from her while I was at college. but now that I’m not living in a dorm and I get to be with her again I’m just constantly amazed by how good she is for me and how often I find myself smiling at her

I’m just really glad to have her back ☺️

mom: “oh sweety…… 🙂 you are so young and stupid……you will see..:)….when you grow up..then you will realize how good you had it here! You had a BLAST living here!… 🙂 🙂 :)”

I’ve literally been getting headaches lately from clenching my jaw all the time bc of how anxious living here makes me

Howl’s moving castle is my favorite movie but sometimes this is frustrating bc I always watch it when I need to get out of a bad depressive funk but them….sometimes I’m NOT in a funk and I want to watch it anyway but I can’t….because what if then I GET in a funk and I’ve already watched it too recently…….

a tragedy….

mom: Your uncle bought you an easel.

me: Oh?

mom: Yeah. For painting and stuff. But I took it for myself. I decided you have too much stuff anyway. Your room is a mess.

me:??????¿¿¿¿???