my mom is saying if we (as in THE WHOLE FAMILY PLAN) go over the data limit on the phone plan im either going to have to pay or she’ll shut off my phone since im the one who uses the most data

maybe i wouldn’t use so much data is you would STOP TURNING OFF THE FUCKING WIFI

I finished the painting I was working on but I CAN’T FUCKING POST IT because my ASSHOLE PARENTS turn off the Internet at 11 and REFUSE to turn it back on for FIVE FUCKING MINUTES because they are fucking terrible people and exist solely to cause me extreme anxiety and frustration.

Failing to do certain specific large chores such as laundry and mopping because they consume too many spoons

Doing other smaller chores because they consume less spoons

Being yelled at and told that you are useless and lazy for not doing the large chores and having the fact you’ve done the other chores completely ignored. Triggering the loss of even more spoons

Lacking the spoons necessary for the large chores. Repeat.

last night i had a dream that i painted a beautiful picture of redglare and mindfang for some project??? but then i painted the background on top of it by accident and then i lost the whole damn file and it was terrible and anxiety educing because it was due that day.

My mom fucking angrily burst in at 8 am to fucking scream at me about not wearing my retainer ONCE and fucking said we need to talk about “where you’ve been the past 4 days”

I’ve left my house like TWICE this fucking MONTH