i found a really good theme that i wanted to use for one of my side blogs but now i cant finnnndddd ittttttttt

i favorited a bunch of porn a few days ago so now im going to go back and queue it for my porn blog

ive been crying a lot since last night and its scaring me because i just keep remembering that time a few months ago where i cried myself to sleep almost every single night for like a few months and i REALLY dont want to go back there

i just keep trying to concentrate on the fact that im going to Otakon in a few months and im going to have so much fun with Jenny but its still hard to be positive.

i just really hope im not getting into a downswing again

talking to Jenny more like huge dopey grin on my face and warm fuzzies all over

MONTHS i have been trying to find a good url for an exclusively NSFW art blog

and it finally came to me

rainbowporny

perfect

true friendship

kitty foot warmer

constant dull ache in my kidney more like no please

GUESS WHO JUST REGISTERED FOR OTAKON

8D!!!

omg i feel like i just got hit in a drive by.

i woke up this morning feeling fine. then i started to get cramps. then they QUICKLY ESCALATED INTO THE WORST CRAMPS OF MY LIFE

and now…i feel mostly fine…

still kinda bloated and crampy but its mild…

what the hell is going on i haven’t even started bleeding yet…