I want to cry. my parents told me I have to get a job in three weeks or there will be “serious consequences” but I’m so stressed because I have pink hair

I know that having an unnatural hair color severely lowers my chances of getting a job but I really really REALLY don’t want to go back to having dark hair.

having pink hair has made me so happy! I feel a lot prettier and more comfortable with pink hair and I don’t want to have to let it go. I’ve had it for almost a year now and when I look at pictures of me before I dyed it it just feels gross and unnatural.

I’m so fucking unhappy about this I’m so unhappy about everything I feel like every morning I wake up with fewer and fewer spoons and I just don’t know what to do

fuuuuuccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk