i feel so fucking terrible
my brothers car slid on a patch of ice and hit a telephone pole. He’s fine but his car was totaled.
My mom was really freaked out and worried for him and my dad (who isnt his dad) is being such an asshole he says that he cant keep the car here for even a day and he made my mom cry and he’s just being terrible.
I fucking cant stand my dad he’s such an asshole. people always tell me that i should love him because he’s my dad and that he’s not a bad father but he is, he’s a terrible father and a terrible person on top of that.
i am so so so stressed right now and i know that my mom is even worse and im just so scared because i dont want my mom to be so stressed like this.
even if we fight a lot im scared for her and i wish that i could make her happy.
i feel so fucking gross and everything is just terrible and i cant even try to talk to my dad because he’s a fucking asshole and he wont listen to me at all
i hate this fucking house and i hate this fucking family and i hate that theres nothing i can do to fix things.
i wish my mom had just gone through with the fucking divorce i think all our lives would be 10,000 times better if she did
god i dont even like my brother that much but my dad is being so terrible im just so fucking upset
his wife’s son just got in a fucking car crash i dont know how he can be so fucking heartless
ugh 