i feel so clogged up with my art lately.
like…i feel like im stagnating. everything i manage to squeeze out feels so ‘meh’. and on top of that im not drawing as much anymore and i cant find any inspiration.
i don’t know if I’ve just hit an “apathetic” bump in my depression or if its something else but i just dont know what to do.
my mother says that since im 18 now i have to pay for my own glasses now that i need a new prescription, and my savings are running dangerously low so i know i need to open up commissions soon like ive been planning to do for forever but like…i dont even know if id be able to shit out anything worthwhile.
*flops over* ugh. its times like there that make me sure i couldn’t make it as a freelancer. i hit road blocks and i cant figure out how to work around them…
ugh 