i got a Tarot card reading today. Im a little anxious about it. 

one of the big things that it talked about seems to be that i need to accept help from other more and stop overwhelming myself. the hermit is holding me back and it seems like i have the power to escape from a situation but im not really taking it. 

also the reading said that im going to face competition in the future 

the last card that was supposed to be the “end result” seems to imply that im going to have an opportunity to put myself out there and be creative but its so nerve wracking just because theres so much that was telling me that im holding myself back and have to open up and accept help but its HARD

im not very good at accepting help. I dont want to lose an opportunity because of that.