you are not a good friend

you do not make me smile

you do not make me feel happy or safe or loved

no i do not fucking want to go play video games at your house

and do you want to know why? because i will not enjoy myself. because i do not want to be there because YOU do not want ME to be there

as made obvious by the fact that you did not invite me in the first place and only considered me after i fucking told you that you were being awful.

because you are not actually invested in my happiness, you are only doing this to make yourself look better. so that you can say “she was wrong! i tried! im not a bad friend its her fault!”

but i should not have to fucking spell this out for you

of course you didnt know i felt this way

because you dont care about how i feel

because you dont care about me