eats problems
i have a problem where I WANT TO GAIN WEIGHT! I DO! but sometimes i’ll just go an entire day without eating and its just
im USED to feeling hungry and sometimes the hunger pain are kind of comforting?
and i DO want to eat and i DO want to gain weight but…
my entire life my relatives have told me things like “you’d be so pretty if you gained weight!” and it just makes me bitter and want to stay skinny out of spite even if its not what i really want.
ugh 